Voiceless Love….

Wanted you to hug me when I was emotional and nervous
 You raised your voice and made me jittery

Wanted you to care for me when I was ill
 You chose to neglect and made me feel worse

Wanted you to listen when I had so much to say
 You didn't spare your time and it left me stilled

Wanted you to perceive when I ran out of words
 You stole my words and made me tremble

Wanted you to be there when I needed you
 You abandoned and left me bereft

Wanted you to love me for who I was
 You chose not to notice and made me suffer

Wanted you to kiss me when I behaved like a child
 You taunted and tainted the child in me

Wanted you to protect me when I felt insecure
 You threw me to the winds and left me vulnerable

Wanted you to be proud of me when I succeeded
 You felt envious instead and trampled all over my dreams

Wanted you to be compassionate when I was faltered
 Your violent outbursts made me feel I was a felon

Wanted you to be a friend to share everything with you
 You became an adversary and killed my soul

Wanted you to encourage when I was feeling low
 You confused me and left me devoid of convictions

Wanted you to be gentle when my monthly cycle was on
 You overlooked my discomfort and made me feel agonized

Wanted you to appreciate and please me
 You put me down with your words and your intent

Wanted you to hold my hand when we were out and to be proud of me
 You stayed aloof and made me feel unwanted

Wanted you to value my emotions and make me feel complete
 You stepped on my feelings and made me feel worthless

Wanted you to be mine forever to respect all our vows
 You hoaxed and throttle our bond

Will you ever be able to tell me
 where did I go so very wrong?

I, Meenakshi Raina, from “The City of Temples (जम्मू) and The Paradise on Earth (कश्मीर)” (J&K), have a great passion for Writing, Singing & Travelling. I am not any Literary expert yet having enough to write because of experiencing Life from different dimensions. I am thankful to everyone in my Life for helping me to explore myself and to feel and understand the process of Divinity. Humble Gratitude to “Infinite-Spirit”.

My Belief – “You can’t believe in God until you believe in yourself”.

13 Comments

    1. Thanx Rahul….. But these are not just words rather the emotions, which were not valued in a committed relationship…

  1. Excellent narration. Control over the language is unprecedented.

    But the script explains one side of the story. Why such a hatred on the other side?

    That needs to be explained. If it cannot be included to the present blog post, it’ll be better to create a sequel to explain it.

  2. Simply Incredible Dear Meenakshi Ji.
    I must admit the words which you have used literally awaken the feeling of all the pain.
    Very well raised question.
    Keep it up.
    Best Regards.

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